You need to quit talking!

Yes dearest counsellor, this is aimed at me. Because of you. Why ask me many many questions that I don't want to answer, just to trick an answer out of me that you shouldn't have heard?! Its not fair, you always do it. You'd think I'd be better at keeping myself in check and stuff, but I'm not... I just get so irritated at things and then you will say something wrong and it will need to be corrected. And that's when you get your answer. I just need to stop talking, really. It seems every time I talk I offend someone else or say something I shouldn't have! And the worst thing is, is that I don't realise what I do until its too late. And this is why I should just be a secluded person, I should just walk around on my own in school, keep to myself, stop offending people with words that wouldn't offend me, never leave my house apart from in exercising matters and when necessary. This is what I'm going to do now. I'm going to push everyone I love in my life away from me. I'm going to punish myself for what I've done. Just so I don't hurt them anymore, because lets face it, no matter if the things I say are bad or not, my friends get pissed at me anyway, which is just what I try to make them not do. Eugh, its been a crap day. It really has, and I'm just glad that my friends have stopped asking how I am, and what's wrong. They just gave up I suppose, or got mad with the fact my answer was either, "No, not really" or "Yeah, I'm just dandy" with some fake ass smile... They're distancing themselves from me, which is just what I want. Just what they should be doing, they should leave me be so I don't hurt them anymore. I wish it was this simple in reality, I could just tell them to leave me alone and they would all just go "Okay." But they won't, well, maybe some will, but others will either yell or go, "Hah not a chance" << One person in particular springs to mind with that reply -.-  I hope y'all had a nice day, terrible weather isn't it?! so long <3