Sing along to my stereo...

Today was my best friends birthday :D Happy Birthday My Darling <3 I tried going the whole day without gorming out on her and I did it. I tried going the whole day without letting her see any signs of pain on my face, and I did it. I tried letting her go the whole day with nothing to bring that smile off her face, and I think it happened, but what can I do if it didn't I did all I could (even though she nearly sat on my present :P ) I was quite impressed with myself actually, not to make this day all about me, but I don't think I did anything that ruined her day which makes me happy :) I think I've found a way to conceal everything from everyone, to stop them thinking I need help, to stop them trying to help me, to stop them trying to make me think that what I'm doing is wrong... I just stick on a smile and act crazy, I act like I don't want to talk to them about anything serious. I just want to talk to them about things that are light and carefree if they are about me. A convincing smile is all it takes for the people of this town, counsellors and all, to think I'm fine... Lets just hope I can be convincing enough eh? I'm off to watch Moulin Rouge now :') Adiós my pretties <3