Well, lets add that to the list...

Eugh, so I went to my doctor today, hoping for a routine check-up style thing and I get bombarded with this heap of questions, question's I've Never been asked before. I guess because of the pill they feel the need to ask about my sex life. I got questions like "have you ever orgasmed, does it hurt to have sex, how often do you have sex" and so on, and the terrible thing about it is, I came out with something else wrong with me. I really wish that just once when I go to the doctors, I could come out without another illness. My issue this time is that I cant orgasm. I'm one of something like 4-10% of the female population that has this issue. Basically, I will never be able to orgasm, I wondered why sex wasn't like the books... He also said that there was something wrong with my insides as they seem to reject 'foreign materials'...So my insides flare up when a penis goes in, he was surprised I wasn't in extraordinary pain every time I had sex. That's me being labelled the sex freak forever. I'm not sure why I'm telling you this, probably just to emphasise the fact that when I say I cant go to the doctors without getting 'iller' or maybe its because, who else could I tell this to? I don't feel comfortable telling my family, my friends would probably think I was more of a freak, I cant tell the people I like---They'd never want to have sex again. And I cant tell people like (Fire) because that's awkward. So if I didn't tell you guys, I'd just be stuck with this fucking abnormality forever on my own. That'd have sucked, so yeah, that's why I put something awky up here today. Bye my Angels <3