Capitalisation for effect...

How am I supposed to live with you? I don't know if I can deal with the crying... But I don't think I can deal with life without you either... I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place... I can't think of anything worse than feeling sorry for myself whilst you're going through worse. But I do, and then I feel even worse because you're always crying which makes me think that there's something so much worse that you aren't telling me -.- <3