Don't break me like your other dolls...

I'm like a doll, in more ways than my looks amazing good looks (;D) I'm fragile, like the porcelain of a pot doll, I'm hollow, I pride myself on my appearance because if I don't have that, I'm just an empty shell. I'd love to be a person instead of a doll, but I cant, so I accept that... I have a party this weekend, all weekend -.- Its my cousin's (and practically twin sister's) birthday. And staying true to the good ol'fashioned tradition of my family, on a 16th it is necessary to have a party with alcohol involved, a lot of alcohol. Because this cousin of mine, lives in a chavvy/slaggy area so naturally, she's going to want me dolled up like her, with hells that no one can walk in on, and a dress that shows a lot. Eugh, I'm going to have fun. And I have SOOOOO much work to do -.- I could do with staying home, but I won't, because I said I'd start going out more often, instead of staying in the house all the time, obsessed with food and exercise...So I'm going. That's that. But here's what I mean about doll like, I think personally I look like a doll right now, when I have much make-up on and stuff, so I'ma show you a picture :L have fun laughing at my fat-ness :L <3