The letters in the alphabet are ABC. That is all.

Yes my dear children, I am starting ABC again. Things didn't turn out so great last time I tried it, my family found out about this whole other life of mine, there were complications, and I was basically told to stop listening to Ana or I'd be put in a hospital...well, that was last year, I continued discreetly with Ana and I think there has been enough time between the last time and now to re-start ABC. I know its an extreme diet plan, that's potentially dangerous, but whatever, its not actually that bad and it teaches you self control, something that most people don't have now a days... Why now you ask? Because everything is going wrong, I was told by someone that they loved me, and I can't deal with that, everything just comes rushing back, the screaming, the anger, the pain, the nausea, all the memories and feelings I tried amazingly hard to suppress, they always come whizzing back whenever anyone says that, because I know I'll never allow myself to feel that way...So whilst all this goes on in my head, I see a subtle wave of a ribbon. A red ribbon. The ribbon I had tried Not to listen to, the ribbon that made the most sense, but was also the most painful. It was only a quick thing, less than a second really, one of those corner of your eye type moments, but inside my head...And I knew, if nothing else, that I could get thinner, if I just let the ribbons back in, fully in, once more. So I did, Ana, Renae and a yellow ribbon, yet to be named because she rarely speaks to me. All three of them I have allowed back into my head. ABC seemed like the most plausible way to lose weight and restrict calories...Let the games begin...<3